Lyrics

Fall

I guess this is it  
Bout time that we started  
I got me some wishes 
But handle the business 
Just since we been fallen 
Man I almost quit  
Betrayed in the garden  
I know ya'll been waiting 
So thanks for your patience 
The plane has departed 
And we going up up up up 
We don’t plan on coming down 
We don’t plan on being found, look 
Underwater we don’t drown, yuh  
Now we way above the clouds yeah  
Now the engine running loud, yeah  
Pray my father gon' be proud, yeah  
Pray my father gon' be proud 

I’m looking at em with the same face 
That's the sign I’m in a gray space 
I’ll we ever do is waste days 
I don’t really care to save face 
I don’t really wanna lie man 
Got no peace up on my mind and 
It’s time to start writing those lines man 
If this gonna work then we gotta put time in 
Listen up, listen up 
I don’t wanna play the victim bruh 
But I’mma tell you my pain tho 
Guess I’m tryna say that this is us 
You can accept it or not  
But you can’t stop me tryna live it up 
And when I say that I mean living my dream making some change cause I’m killing stuff 

Sometimes self awareness is shocking dude 
Uh, When I don’t have motivation I ask myself bro what is blocking you 
Can you not see what it's costing you 
In bed just play dead like opossums do 
You know it's just you who is stopping you, Right 
I been wide awake for too long 
In a grave with a suit on 
I need a break need to move on 
But let me play you my new song 
Maybe that’s just how it goes  
Maybe I can beat my foes 
Always going for my throat 
Maybe God won’t let me choke 
Maybe maybe I don’t know 
Maybe maybe I don’t know 

Maybe maybe I don’t know 
Maybe maybe I don't know 
Cause Lately lately I’m alone 
So Maybe maybe I don’t know 
Yeah, Maybe maybe I'll just fall 

Repeat after me “I just do what I do” 
Yeah I just do what I do 
I’m dedicated it’s not too hard to prove 
Yeah, it’s not too hard to prove 
Don’t promise perfection I promise the truth 
I promise the truth 
To those that connect this whole thing is for you 
This whole thing is for you 
Fall

Catch Me If You Can

Lately I feel like I should be giving up 
I would tell my friends but I don’t feel like they would listen bruh 
Maybe that's why I need the lemon haze just to feel some love 
Lately I feel empty inside, I don’t think I’ll be enough 
I won’t ever be enough for me guess I should know that now 
I been living way too fast I know that I should slow it down 
I lost everything that grounded me so I be floating now 
The stress been weighing on my brain so I’ve been tryna smoke it down 

I don’t need you judgement, I’ve been tryna stay alive homie 
Been so low and alone I’m just trying not to die homie 
Some people got some nerve saying they’d always ride for me 
Now they disappear on me and come back say that I’m phony 
I don’t got the time for snakes in the grass 
I was struggling with heavy things, and you just point and laugh 
It's funny as soon as things turned my way you got mad so fast 
I cut you out of my life with the knife you put in my back  

Catch me  
Catch me if you can 
I am just a man falling catch if you can 
I feel worthless I ain’t perfect although that’s what they demand  
So just catch me  
Catch me if you can 

Catch me  
Catch me if you can 
I am just a man falling catch if you can 
I feel worthless I ain’t perfect but they just don’t understand 
So just catch me 
Catch me if you can 

I’m not gonna waste my time not being me 
I don't need you kicking me so please just let me be at peace 
Sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted me to be 
If you sick of seeing me like this then why don’t you just leave  
Close the door while you go I’m shutting everybody out 
I'mma work on my passion now while everybody doubt 
I been doing this for me don’t care if anybody proud 
I know they are gonna slander me so let me stop em now  

Sorry I’ve been hurting don’t need your advice for my problems 
If I lied then you’d be happy it's too bad that I’m honest  
I spit gritty stuff over the track call it mind vomit 
Its messy but it helps me see clearly ain’t that ironic 
I lived hoping you would like me, died from your rejection 
Had to change myself man I was begging for acceptance 
Had to prove to myself I’m better than my depression 
So I had body every single record just to send a message  

If you hating then you better switch 
I don’t plan to be somebody that they gon forget, then gon remember this 
Only cause He blessed the kid 
Making songs too cold call em December hits 
I write for kids that don’t feel they can ever win 
I’ve been in the clouds dreaming and I realized something 
I’ve been falling for so long but I’m still above them 
And even tho they gon hate me I push myself to love em 
And treat em with respect even if they gon treat me like nothing 

Catch me  
Catch me if you can 
I am just a man falling catch if you can 
I feel worthless I ain’t perfect although that’s what they demand  
So just catch me  
Catch me if you can 

Catch me  
Catch me if you can 
I am just a man falling catch if you can 
I feel worthless I ain’t perfect but they just don’t understand 
So just catch me 
Catch me if you can

Back 2 Back

I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
They game is asleep so it's about time that I snapped 
Kill em back to back to back 
I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
Kill em back to back to back 
Kill em back to back to back 

People trippin prolly thinking that I do it all for attention  
Really that ain’t the intention 
But I got no doubts y'all gonna be up in my mentions 
And I kinda doubt the only thing you want from me is some friendship aye 
I should really teach you lessons aye 
Make sure you got something to show all of the skeptics when you be flexin aye 
I see all these rappers stuntin like Harry Houdini 
Acting like they didn’t notice the boy but I know that you see me, oh wait I guess that  they sleeping 
That’s why I sneak in, allow me to seep in 
Turns out it's my house I found out when I put the key in 
Turns out you just made a home for yourself where you didn't belong but it’s cool cuz you’re leaving 

Right now y'all tryna take me out the picture like Photoshop  
If y'all try to kill me I’m coming back with a vengeance kinda like it's robocop 
If I am honest I only got on this to start taking shots with this loaded glock 
Y'all shaking heads but you hearing this fire don’t try to deny it you know it's hot 
Look I don’t really do this often 
Let me put all these instrumentals inside of the coffin 
Sending the beat to the paramedics and  they scream like we lost him!  
Now ya’ll wondering like how do we stop him 
Wish people listened to rap concerned bout whether it's true or not 
These rappers been trash, they only got followers cause the producers hot 

I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
They game is asleep so it's about time that I snapped 
Kill em back to back to back 
I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
Kill em back to back to back 
Kill em back to back to back 

Y'all about making momentary hits, I’m about making some classics, aye 
Homie I’m sicker than average tearing up foes like a savage, aye 
I had to work for this it’s never been automatic, homie it's tragic, aye 
Fake rappers have been in my lane and they causing traffic, guess I’ll just pass em, aye 
Look, I ain’t fiendin for you co sign  
Hope you don’t mind when it's show time  
I hope ya'll don’t hit up my phone lines for some coke line just got dope lines  
I really hope y'all don’t forget that I don’t miss, I’m the coldest 
Ah man y'all just noticed, y'all didn’t know this than you hopeless 

Y'all hoping that 
Maybe I’ll give up eventually 
Maybe I won’t for a century 
My dad he told me to chase all my dreams, and y'all don’t know how much that meant to me 
Y'all drinking Guinness while I’m in here breaking the records B 
Really enough of the questioning 
I have been real all my life and I will stay real till I rest in peace, this is the reckoning 
Homie we here and you better get used to it 
I still remember when I was a stupid kid 
Making wack beats in my room again 
Make a bad melody then I’d start looping it 
It was all trash, but I was still losing it 
I had a feeling that I could be one of the greats and now I be here and I’m proving it 

I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
They game is asleep so it's about time that I snapped 
Kill em back to back to back 

I get up on these tracks 
I been spitting all facts  
Kill em back to back to back 
Kill em back to back to back

Limbo

Yeah ok 
I been falling for too long 

Hey baby 
I don’t think I’ve been the same lately 
Seem like these past few days crazy  
I have been going through things maybe  
They been affecting me, I know they been stressing me 
I feel like they been thinking less of me 
Since when did it become just finding a recipe on how to look like the best of me 
I think that I’m fallin', but don’t bother callin’  
Not sure if I’m gonna come back  
They think that I’m on one, so we got a problem  
I’m out here just tryna relax  
But they hatin', that’s what I think when they can’t save me 
It’s lame ain’t it, I wish I was different but I know I can’t change it oh Lord  
Oh Lord, Oh Lord 

I’m waiting for changes 
My attitude is so dangerous 
I don’t even know what I am chasing out here oh Lord  
I’m waiting for changes 
My attitude is so dangerous 
I don’t even know what I’m chasing I’m chasing 

Don’t know what I’m chasing and I gotta face it 
Must free up my heart from these cages 
I wonder if I don’t give songs that’s amazing are they gonna find a replacement  
I feel like it’s easy enough, feel like they don’t even love 
Me for who I am, they don’t even know all the things that I’ve done 
I guess I don’t speak them enough 
I’m tryna be real, but I know some dudes could care less how I feel  
But I’m just gonna talk 
I’m just tryna heal, and maybe you’d understand  
What is real if you had stepped where I walk  
But nobody else in these shoes 
So how I expect someone else to see all my views  
To see only blues, I’m wasting my life but they say that’s a tragedy, ain’t that the truth  
Man, I’m tryna move on now, I swear that I’m tryna move on 
I’m stuck while I fall, making bad calls 
Maybe I can heal faster if I make a song 
Maybe if they would just listen they’d get it 
Maybe if they were inside of my head all day  
They would get why I feel like I can’t feel any different  
You think it’s easy it isn’t 

Homie I’m stuck in this limbo 
Wanna go back to the days it was simple 
Wanna skip past all the present where the future is so uncertain  
Wanna speed up life’s stupid tempo 
Moving to slow, moving too fast 
I’m scared of the future but caught in the past 
I’m tryna be first but lately I feel it’s reversed  
'Cause I heard that the first will be last 
I guess I just don’t know who I’m gonna be 
If this gonna work, or if God will be pleased 
I guess I don’t know if I’ll make enough cheese 
If this will pay off, will it put me at ease 
What if I lose sight and start chasing things 
What if I die young cause life ain’t a breeze 
All I know is God got me and although I hate this 
We’ll just have to wait and we’ll see 

Yeah 
But until then, limbo

Tryna Sleep

I’m tryna sleep 
I felt like I was falling and it woke me up 
35 dollars in the bank you think were broke enough 
I’m tired of asking questions, without hearing suggestions  
Now I got the impression it’s fear that’s got me choking up 
Yeah, so I remember taking flight 
Now all I know is falling can get really cold at night 
Only the stars can give me light but they seem so far away 
At the same time the ground is under clouds that won’t decay 

Wake up, wake up, but where is the sun 
Stay up, pay up, if morning has come 
Straight up, straight up no breath in my lungs 
Save us, save us, what have we become 

I feel numb, yet on edge, I think my family sees it 
I lay awake, in my bed, hoping it's just for a season 
I see the mist, from my breath, really not sure if I need it  
Got enemies in my head, think my soul might be freezin'  
I be tryna get even with all my demons 
Look again now they leaving 
They all seem gone when I’m drinking, oh please let me sleep in -sleep 
I don’t really wanna wake up, life’s easy when you don’t move 
Life's happy when you stay dumb, but life’s dumb when you so blue 
They might laugh but it's so true 
If they ask who told you 
Prolly be surprised cause I act like I’m supposed to 
Got plenty fake smiles they think it's real when they don’t know you 
Scared to make the wrong choices so instead I don’t move 

Homie now I’m floating I’m dazed and 
Lost falling deep in the day’s end 
I got demons gotta face them 
What’s gonna happen if my days end 

Shut up I’m tryna sleep 
I’m tryna sleep, I’m tryna sleep, I’m tryna sleep 
I’m tryna sleep, I’m tryna sleep 
Shut up I’m tryna sleep 

Eyes to the skies in my room I lay awake 
Thinking I could disappear like I’m David Blaine 
At least something new is coming think I’ll stay the same 
Seasons change man I’m done playing the blaming game 
Yeah, I’m thinking it's about time  
I’ve followed many paths to try to live on cloud nine 
But none of them is meant for me like working out rhymes 
There’s so many bars to hate on why I gotta doubt mine 

Ugh, I’m tired of being nervous  
I’m grateful for my gift but I know for sure I don’t deserve it 
I’m still finding my purpose, I’m still hoping my hurtin’ 
Will fade away with curtains, help me feel peace as a person 
Honestly I have been learning, I been sitting in sermons 
Keep forgetting love is freely given never had to earn it  
But still my stomach churning, and still my head is burning  
And still my shoulders ache from constantly holding these burdens, Man 

I’m just tryna sleep 
I’m just tryna sleep 
Shut up, I'm tryna sleep

I'll Be The Villain

To be honest y'all been draining all my energy 
Homie I’ve been losing friends and I’ve been making enemies 
I don’t need y'all in my ear I swear that y'all some centipedes 
Sometimes bad company like smoke why don’t you let me breathe 
Y'all been wasting time, I’ve been in the lab all afternoon  
I’m tryna make difference while tryna make a stack or two 
This ain’t a joke, do I look like I’m in a laughing mood 
If you don’t get the vision that's cool, just leave my padded room 

Hold the applause, let's get into this I’m not finished yet 
But still blowing past the goals that your favorite rapper just finna set 
I’ve been hungry for another beat, they’re acting like I been innocent  
I got the soul and flow, really feeling like the kid’s limitless 
For how much you been talking you don’t say much 
I got that heart man no one cares about your pay stubs 
And if you got it fine but stop saying the same stuff 
Man I’m going Jaws on em and you bet I taste blood 

You ain’t really know  
You ain’t really know  
I ain’t no hero, got some dirt up on my soul 
Feelin’ like the villain, my just get it then I go 
Yall thought I was behind but now I’m going for the gold 
Aw man 
And lately I ain’t see no wins 
Count the cost of all I’ve lost, I need more I won’t pretend 
So if that mean I got to put my mask on to get my way 
Let’s just say I’m going in 
I’ll be the villain 

Homie, I got nothing to prove 
Catch me ridin' in my Hyundai while I’m bumping my tunes 
You wanna ride with me well come along there's plenty of room 
Recently some seats opened, man who woulda knew 
Yuh these last days people change in the blink of an eye 
Old homies curved on me like they drinking and drive  
I hope that they don’t crash and burn in these streets full of ice 
I almost got hit but you know I had to leap to the side 

Aye 
Been some days but what's happening I’m back at least 
When you see Jesse Gray at the plate we hit the fastest swing  
I just pray it lead me straight and I don’t mean just passively  
I’m active when I’m at practice and have been on a rapping spree 
I don’t know what I’m looking for I been feeling stress 
Some friends see me falling I’m losing their respect 
I’m burning bridges just to feel the heat, I been a mess 
And there’s no telling even I don’t know who could be next 

You ain’t really know  
You ain’t really know  
I ain’t no hero, got some dirt up on my soul 
Feelin’ like the villain, my just get it then I go 
Y'all thought I was behind but now I’m going for the gold 
Aw man 
And lately I ain’t see no wins 
Count the cost of all I’ve lost, I need more I won’t pretend 
So if that mean I got to put my mask on to get my way 
Let’s just say I’m going in 
I’ll be the villain

Wishing Well

Wishing well 
I’m wishing a lot and I wish you well 
I wish that you wished like I wish as well 
I wish things were different I’m sure you can tell 
I wish I could win every time that I fail 
I wish I was happy when I feel like hell  
Uh, what can I say but I’m frail 
Won’t try to act tough when my ship lost its sails 
Sometimes I wish I was somebody else 
I’ve never been very happy with myself 
Wish I could see that I was enough on my own, but sometimes I might need some help 
I wish I could change the future, I wish I could change the past 
I wish that I knew that the presents a gift, but mostly I wish it would last 

Look, I wish that I knew what I’m really doing  
Wish I would stop doing things that is stupid 
I wish that I hadn’t just stayed where I was, I’m frozen in place when I should be movin'  
I wish I knew what it was all for 
Like why on earth I had to fall for 
You and I loved you for years, ever since I was a sophomore  
I wish I could change your mind 
Wish that you never changed mine 
I wish that I knew I was wasting my time 
Well this is the end of the line  
Yeah, this isn’t goodbye 
Just know that a part of me died 
And if I seem different around you I guess you’ll know why, now you know why 

I wish that I was just a bit more grateful 
I wish that I got more 
Sometimes I wish that I never met you 
I wish that we’d talk more  
I wish that I wasn’t so wishy washy 
Wish I said yes more than I say prolly 
Wish I said no when I needed to 
Wish I knew what that decision cost me 
Wish I’d remember to forget 
Wish I didn’t have all these regrets 
I wish that I felt peace instead of stressing bout what’s bout to happen next 

I wish I didn’t try to fix things that aren’t broken  
Wish I didn’t feel so hopeless 
I wish I was a little more open 
And I wish I had left a few things unspoken  
I wish that I wasn’t so lazy 
I wish I could call you my baby 
I wish I could go back fix things in my life that made me so crazy 

I wish that I had what I had in the past it seems I lack passion for rap 
I remember the days I would write and even if it was all bad I wrote track after track 
It feel like I’m just going backwards I’m treating the future like it was the past 
Treating the people who good like they bad 
Treating the happy days like they were sad 
They say that they know what I’m going through, like they know what it’s like to feel that 
But I always push them away, and If I had only one wish I would wish I could take it all back

What I Deserve

My whole life I considered myself unlucky 
Praying to my God like what you want from me 
I gave you my life, but it’s still like you want something  
I keep ending up hurt from these people, and it is not funny 
I know that I gave her too much of me,  
So in return, she gave me low self esteem 
That’s why you see me fronting sometimes talking like I’m straight steam  
Like amazing cause sometimes inside I know that I hate me  

Look I’m just spitting the facts 
I avoid talking to dudes and put the cage wall to my back 
I sit and stare into space be still just try to relax 
I got a plan like tell em I’m pretty good if they ask 
But I just give them the smile they know they want to see 
Pretend like you as happy as any man could be 
Pretend you confident and life has given ecstasy 
And wait for my fake friends to give fake smiles back at me 
Cause I know they acting G 

But really who am I to talk 
Like I don’t get frustrated at writer's block 
Like everybody don’t have occasional suicidal thoughts  
Like if I end it all right now, then I know the cries will stop 
Truth is we all in chains, well 
Doing time in our minds for past crimes that’s brain cell 
I tried to pick the lock once, I quit that game still 
I guess it’s why I talk through bars, say that ain’t trill 

I’m sick of always being hurt 
But I guess I can’t complain cause I’m always causing pain I guess I get what I deserve 
You just get what you deserve 
I guess I get what I deserve 
You just get what you deserve 
Maybe I get what I deserve 

I’m just tryna make it through 
And I’m sick of double standards cause I hate when people dodge me so I hate the fact I’m dodging you  
Haven’t seen you in a month or two, I know we go to different schools 
But really we were closer than I’d like to admit 
For how often I just don’t reply to your texts 
We made some music together and you were down for whatever 
But I felt I couldn’t measure up, I was always stressed 
I’m guessing that you are wondering what had happened 
Honestly I ghosted on you cause your passion 
You had it together while I was struggling with it and I didn’t want you to see me like I was a has been 

Man this life is crazy, I guess that you live and learn 
I wish that it didn’t take all these bridges burned 
And I’m so sorry bout what happened 
If life was on a track I wish that I could spin it in reverse 
Lately I been going backwards acting like the past me 
It’s like I’m chill and cool everything or I am snapping 
Debating popping pills I need something to distract me 
I just wish I knew what it would take to make me happy 

I’m tired of floating through life, like some trash in a pipe  
Everything ends up going wrong I wish it’d go right  
They say that it's the hard times that come to an end  
But it seems like it's the good times that keep vanishing from my sight 
Lately being happy in this life for me just isn’t doable 
Lately wanna ask for some advice but really who would know 
How to stop me from asking myself if anybody that I love is gonna show up to my gravestone or my funeral 
Man I’m really getting tired of fighting the same fight 
So I’m doing what I can to try to escape life 
All I taste is pain nowadays, honestly it's got me wondering what death tastes like 
I’m sick of always being hurt 
But I guess I can’t complain cause I’m always causing pain I guess I get what I deserve 

You just get what you deserve 
I guess I get what I deserve 
You just get what you deserve 
I just get what I deserve

Firelight

Aye, look 
They been saying I’m a problem I think they may be right 
Still they fav ain’t ballin’ ain’t sleeping on a flight 
Man it’s looking like it's autumn then winter overnight 
So I gotta bring the gas if we gon make through the night 
Come stand by the firelight, homie 
Yeah, Come on 
And we gonna make it through the night, homie 
Come on 
Aye, And we gonna make it through the night 

Man I don’t know what else to tell em 
When we been cooking in the kitchen it come out well done 
Listen, got no beef here even if I wanna sell some 
So when them other rappers nod I just say your welcome 
I hear what's popping I don’t got to replace it 
We just start up the spaceship and then get lost in the matrix 
They tryna spark conversations about the sauce we been making 
Been at it since 14 they never caught me impatient what's up? 

Yuh, you surprised I’m slick whit it 
Prolly cause I’m looking like a guppy to these big fishes 
Looking at the box I built myself like I don’t fit in this so 
I dismissed it and this isn't fictitious no 
Uh, Man I don’t care to be like nobody's favorite 
It's been a while but we running with our feet on the pavement 
They get me, when I speak in layman's still not basic  
When I’m making statements I guess they like it cause 

They been saying I’m a problem I think they may be right 
Still they fav ain’t ballin’ ain’t sleeping on a flight 
Man it’s looking like it's autumn then winter overnight 
So I gotta bring the gas if we gonna make through the night 
Come stand by the firelight, homie 
Yeah, Come on 
Aye, And we gonna make it through the night, homie 
Yeah, Come on 
And we gonna make it through the night 

No lie, this got me feeling so fly 
Hot air balloon you know why 
Spitting fire can make me so high 
Holy water don’t go dry 
I don’t really need a 4 5 
I soaked the Devil took his bow tie cause it was show time  

When life gets ya down you gotta levitate 
Catch me working uplifting bars like it was heavy weights 
It don't matter what you do man life won't ever hesitate 
So if you see that things is crooked you gotta set it straight 
Yeah, No way around it that takes action 
That might just take you workin' every day for your passion 
I'm anxious bout the future but I talked to Dad and asked him 
He told me this too shall pass and I don't need to worry bout no problems 

I think he may be right 
Still they fav ain’t ballin’ ain’t sleeping on a flight 
Man it’s looking like it's autumn then winter overnight 
So I gotta bring the gas if we gonna make through the night 
Come stand by the firelight, homie 

Yeah, Come on 
Aye and we gonna make it through the night, homie 
Yeah Come on 
Say with me now 
And we gon make it through the night 
Just come stand by the firelight, homie 
Yeah, come on 
And we gon make it through the night

Last Night

I had a dream last night, that you left me 
You hated who I became and you wanted to forget me 
And I couldn’t stop you because my legs were too heavy 
And the farther you walked away the more that I felt empty 
At first I thought I was pretendin' 
Like I was lying to myself I think you get the message 
But the more time that passed the more it seemed to set in 
Till I couldn’t bear it so I told you to wait a second 

Please just stay, I promise that I can change 
She told me that's the problem that right there’s the mistake 
She said I need to pray I told her that I need an escape 
I need something to lift me lately I've been feeling the weight 
She told me everyone dies but only some pretend that they'll survive 
Everyone has summer days and some winter nights 
She said you only got one chance to live this life 
Live or die, your choice before you reach the finish line 

I had a dream last night, that my dream failed 
Every time I tried to write my train of thought derailed 
I couldn’t get new beats producers never hit my email 
Plus I was only ever catching hate from the females 
I couldn’t understand it, I was making mad hits before 
My mind was over ceilings but now it's like it hit the floor 
And in my dream I was wondering what it had all been for 
I was given opportunities, God shut the door 

To be honest I thought this was my destiny 
But then I became old and I knew no one remembered me 
I looked back and all that I could see in my memory 
Was me disregarding others saying stop tryna lecture me 
I had been focused on my music, but less about the message 
I dumbed my story down so more people would accept it 
And the fame came and went and it took with it my blessings 
And after all these dreams I think I finally learnt the lesson 

I got one chance to do this, I can’t just sit and waste it 
If I pull this off I want my dad to be glad I made it 
I want my Mom to hug me tight and say congratulations 
You stuck to your goals and we're proud  
Of you son and that's your payment 
I’ll make mistakes on the way, I won’t claim to be perfect 
Some days I know I’ll be slacking off when I should be working 
But as long as I stay driven by the mission it's certain 
No matter what it takes I know the benefits are worth it

Note To Self

Yeah, uh 
Aye, Note to self, let's be straight go head and open your mind 
I notice lately you don’t got a lotta hope in your eyes 
You try to keep ya chin up but it's hard to focus sometimes 
I get it, and I know that we got no one quoting your lines 
Man we wrote this like a year ago how come we never made it 
I like to take my time my guy but screw procrastination 
I know they gon love wishing well but this is fascinating 
If you stopped wishing so much you might just change your situation 

Note to self, go to work today 
You'll be anxious on the drive but it’ll go away 
I know that you'll be ok it might annoy ya 
But I’m proud you got a new employa, instead of wasting days 
And truth be told, you saved us a lot of stress 
We’ve been needing something to put our heart to rest 
Cause a lot of things going on have been a mess 
And it's been nice to be able to think about it less 

You and I are the same but we been different 
Two sides of the same coin there's nothing missing 
But I’ll be with you in heaven after we walk through Hell 
It's time we on the same side so this is my note to self  
Listen, I get that you been feeling blue 
I promise you I do cause I’ve been standing in your shoes 
I promise you that I know you like nobody else 
So take your own advice homie this is just a note to self 

Check it, yeah 
Aye, And this is just a Note to self 
This might be for no one else 
Tried to do it on your own so we put him on the shelf 
It hasn't worked well so admit we need some help 
Didn't think this would happen till he froze over hell 
But why don't we just talk, cause this is my note to self 

Note to self, and homie this is a suggestion 
Don’t act like you the best cause your best isn’t aggression 
But keep killing the bars man I’m proud of your progression 
Guess it’s better to stay flexin than give in to your depression 
Huh, well I guess I’ll let it slide 
But you better check yourself cause I’m still making up my mind 
You ain’t been on the mic but still been writing fire lines  
But distraction hits you in the booth my dog I ain't gone lie 

Yuh, I hope one day we’ll fix that cause you staring into space is a bit whack 
Hope to make a sick track 
Hoping to make an impact 
Hoping it’ll all workout just like a six pack 
Might make it independent just to say that we did that 
Might work harder everyday till I've mastered the syntax 
Don't forget who's been busy keeping your life intact 
You've been given gifts your whole life its time for you to give back 

Note to Self, note to self 
Yeah, yeah, yeah 
Note to Self 
And one lasts note for you to remember 
I love you

 Dialogue

Hey, I know we haven’t talked in a minute 
I just got some stuff on my heart if you ready to listen 
You always said you were and I wouldn’t admit it 
But honestly I been dodging you cause I just didn’t get it 
It felt like you betrayed me 
Why do I feel like you hate me 
I know that you see me everyday making mistakes G 
And that's what's so frustrating  
Cause I’m way too scared to talk to you straight, and let you face me 

Dang, but let me do this 
I think I need a change cause lately I’m acting stupid 
I think you seen it too and 
I’m tired of being foolish 
I heard you pretty smart so let me try to be your student 
To be honest I been lost and confused 
Not sure what I wanna do, wish I lived in times before the coffin was used 
Been falling for so long I’m getting tossed and abused 
And all this time I thought this was from you 

But you don’t work death you work life 
And you don’t work dark you work light 
And that's when I felt it the first time 
With you by my side I’ll withstand the worst night 
Yeah, I’m washing up don’t be concerned 
It hurts, but it feels nice coolin' off my burns 
I think I’m ready for my life to take a turn 
And to all my people fighting let me tell you what I learned 

Yeah, I ain’t tryna say that I been wise 
Just tryna show you what happened that opened up my eyes 
I can’t believe I missed it, still find myself surprised 
The elixir of life was Water the whole time 
Huh, sometimes it's obvious things 
Why look for pond water, got a faucet and sink 
If I’m really the only one who’s go a chance at stopping me 
Then why not chase the loftiest dream 

Huh? Can you answer me that 
Same demons in my head I wish they ain’t been attached 
Every way been attacked, everyday getting taxed 
Well I can’t afford it now I got God, and he’s watching my back 
Yuh, some claim to keep the truth but yall should say it too 
I speak my mind I don’t care what future haters do 
So for those stuck in Limbo time to face the truth 
A day is just 24 hours you can make it through 

On really hard days, I made a habit of telling myself that at the end of the day, it will be the end of the day 
If you can just make it there, you can do it again 

Yeah, sometimes, you gotta take life day by day 
You gotta fight smart if you wanna make a way 
Some nights get dark but await the break of day 
You’ll look back and you’ll be happy with the choice that you have made 
I was floating, then I was falling 
I was angry, then I was awesome 
I was stuck, I almost lost it 
Had some dreams, and then I saw it 
To reach the ground from above the clouds you’ll need some anchors 
Maybe loved ones maybe best friends maybe neighbors 
Maybe small pets maybe new jobs maybe favors 
As for me really my motivation was strangers 
That I have never met but might be listening to this 
And connect to what I felt cause life seems hit or miss 
Told myself I owed this now it’s finished here it is 
This is what kept me alive I pray you learn from how I lived 

Cause now I’m here 
And I’ve never been better 
Thank God 
Thank you for listening